This blog covers current topics in the news, with a metaphysical twist, and a pinch of humor.
Monday, August 31, 2015
Missing Flight MH370 ... Is Still Missing
Remember missing light MH370 that I said was zapped into another reality ... then they said they allegedly found debris from the plane. Well guess what? Now comes word that a Spanish company has told French investigators that it cannot tell with certainty from consulting its records whether the flaperon found on Reunion Island came from MH370. ... This is another cover-up. The plane is gone ... into another reality. It was in the wrong space ...wrong time ... scientific experiment on time travel ... and it bleeped out of this reality.
What could be funnier than Kanya West announcing his bid to run for the US presidency in 2020. West rambled while Taylor Swift and others stood there looking perplexed. The only thing more entertaining would be Kim Kardasian as first lady and perhaps her stepfather Caitlyn Jenner as Madame Secretary. Can this program get more ridiculous? LOL Suddenly Trump looks like the best choice as we delete the Washington establishment and their secrets and go Hollywood.
MTV VMAs 2015: What in the world happened? CNN - August 31, 2015
There were triumph and tears, politics and bare boobs. This year, the MTV Video Music Awards were less about the awards and more about the drama between the celebrities. So there's no more bad blood between Taylor Swift and Nicki Minaj, but did Minaj stir up something with Miley Cyrus this time?
NASA Scientist Says We Are Living In A Hologram Designed By Aliens
NASA Scientist Says We Are Living In A Hologram Designed By Aliens Higher Perspectives - August 31, 2015
Nick Bostrom, professor of Philosophy at Oxford University and the Director of the Future of Humanity Institute has offered the theory that we may not actually be what we think we are. We may, in fact, be a holographic program generated by banks of supercomputers created by an alien species. As a side note, could you imagine creating a group of sentient beings and then having them figure out on their own that you created them? This is a pretty fringe concept, but not without its backers. Rich Terrile, the director of the Centre for Evolutionary Computation and Automated Design at NASA's Jet Propulsion Laboratory thinks that our creator may not be a God, but a cosmic computer programmer. Neat.
Wayne Dyer Dies
May 10, 1940 - August 29, 2015
Many people in metaphysics focus on healing and self help - the most noted Wayne Dyer who made a fortune educating people on how to heal. I have read and met people who sought success in this field, but no one even comes close to Dyer. Today people still espouse theories of their own creation through social media, books, videos, YouTube, and more. The pattern is to help others by healing themselves and creating a system to make money along the way. I never heard Wayne Dyer speak, as I was never into self help, but he inspired thousands who told me about attended his workshops and working with his products.
Wayne Dyer, self-help guru and motivational speaker, dies of cancer at 75 CNN - August 31, 2015
Dyer was a psychotherapist and a professor before helming his own self-help empire, but perhaps the most important credential one can have when being in the business of inspiring people and instructing how to pick one's self up by their bootstraps and to achieve is to have done just that themselves. The story of Wayne Walter Dyer was classic Dickensian. Born in Detroit in 1940, Dyer grew up an orphan, an experience that molded a self-reliance as well as an aversion to self-pity. Dyer espoused his philosophy throughout the more than 30 self-help books generally centered around the notion that one has to has to think positive, happy beliefs in order to live a positive, happy life. He stayed busy until the very end, doling out pithy nuggets of wisdom to his Twitter followers ('chasing success is like trying to squeeze a handful of water. The tighter you squeeze, the less water you get.') and maintaining a hectic speaking schedule. Dye married three times and had eight children.
Wayne Dyer lived in spiritual Maui, Hawaii
but you can find a tropical paradise anywhere ... even in Brooklyn.
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Sunday, August 30, 2015
Sunday
As August comes to a close, here in the city ...
We face heat and humidity this week, after a great summer so can't complain.
The football Jets beat the Giants last night, 28-18.
Broadway lost a shining star when Les Miserables star Kyle Jean-Baptiste died in a fire escape accident. What a voice. He was the first African-American and youngest person ever (age 21) to play the lead role in Les Miserables on Broadway. He told Playbill magazine: "This was my dream since I was a little boy."
Students don't return to school until Sept. 9, as I continue to read teachers. I still say the education systems across the country should be completely updated to meet the needs of today's students. They should never have to learn things they are programmed to ever use and they hate.
One of my senior clients told me a story about a scam where someone claiming to be her grandson in trouble overseas asked for $5000 to bail him out. Smart Granny sensed it was a scam and notified police. Has that ever happened you? I've been approached in email but never by phone and never paid. It's important to check the facts before giving anyone money in this type of situation or any. A palm print often has a line that defines people who will never get their loan back if they lend money to others. (It's a short line on the Venus mount) Any money lent by these people must be thought of as a gift or there will be dire consequences.
My palm print shows it ...
Speaking of fingers ...
The 32nd VMAs will be held at the Microsoft Theater in Los Angeles.
I generally love the show and record it. It's like a Donald Trump moment for music.
Don't judge. Enjoy the entertainment and perhaps connect.
They know how to work the room.
Gusty winds swirled the fine desert dust into sandstorms Saturday, causing near whiteout conditions during final preparations for Burning Man in Black Rock Desert, Nevada. Thousands of people are already inside the boundaries of the temporary city that will house 70,000 festival goers for a week starting this morning. The annual event on a remote playa two hours north of Reno is renowned for its near-total lack of commerce, art, music and performance events, and an anything-goes attitude.
Ancient Origins
The Frightening Discovery of the Mount Owen Claw Ancient Origins - August 30, 2015
early three decades ago, a team of archaeologists were carrying out an expedition inside a large cave system on Mount Owen in New Zealand when they stumbled across a frightening and unusual object. With little visibility in the dark cave, they wondered whether their eyes were deceiving them, as they could not fathom what lay before them - an enormous, dinosaur-like claw still intact with flesh and scaly skin. The claw was so well-preserved that it appeared to have come from something that had only died very recently. The archaeological team eagerly retrieved the claw and took it for analysis. The results were astounding; the mysterious claw was found to be the 3,300-year-old mummified remains of an upland moa, a large prehistoric bird that had disappeared from existence centuries earlier.
Did you notice the high level of solar activity - on the graph below - over the past few days causing brilliant auroras and, luckily, not headed our way.
On a full moon in Pisces - earthquake activity is relatively calm. Next month, we have an eclipse linked to a few prophecies which should be interesting. God will not return. The Pope will visit the US, which will stir many souls ... but it won't be the end.
The weatherman just announced that here in the city, this has been the best summer we can remember, so get out and enjoy. There's 90 degree temps + humidity scheduled for next week but that will be short lived as we enter September.
On the 10th anniversary of Hurricane Katrina ... let's look at those who's face ... Tropical Storm Erika - (glad they didn't name her Ellie) - moving northwest and unpredictable.
Let's head west as we face one of the worst - and most expensive - wildfire seasons ever. My friend Geri reports daily about heavy smoke and the movement of wildfires where she lives along Salmon River, in Riggins, Idaho. People brace for evacuation at any given time as the fires change directions from hour to hour. With no rain for months, you never know where the wind will blow the fire next. The weather channel reports rain in her area next week.
This Trump message is the same conclusion I came to ... Anthony Weiner is married to Huma Abedin, who is Hillary's vice chairwoma often seen with her ... shared secrets. Trump failed to mention that sleazier than Weiner is Bill Clinton. Donald Trump calls Anthony Weiner a 'perv' CNN - August 29, 2015
Burning Man is a week-long annual event
held in Black Rock Desert in northern Nevada.
Ellie and Sherry ... Still kids at heart ... playing games
My friend Sherry and I ate lunch at a great restaurant in Staten Island
then headed for the mall to look at fall clothes.
Skinny jeans. I'm still 5'6" (haven't shrunk as they say old people do),
I weigh 145 pounds with a goal weight of 125 as I was most of my life.
Will Ellie reach her goal? We shall see. No weight program, just no sugar. Protein and Veggies.
How much are these jeans? ... I bought a long sleeve jeans jumpsuit instead - skipped the cowgirl hat.
We know each other since childhood when we played games and life seemed so simple.
Thursday, August 27, 2015
Games
I'm off to meet my friend Sherry on another gorgeous day. We know each other since childhood, when we played games and life seemed so simple.
Economic games took us on a global roller coaster ride this week, as the markets went up and down and followers tried to figure things out and predict final outcomes. Many claim to know the conspiracy truth behind this game, but to me the hologram brought it to stir things up and deviate from boredom. In this reality, things will always be volatile - it's how they are programmed. At this level of the game - its directive is to allow us to understand what really undermines global economies and more.
Political games still center around Donald Trump. Though I may not like him, I agree with most of what he says. Those reporters were harassing him. His imitation of other political candidates is hilarious. He makes the game more fun. We all like bad-ass power players, who make changes for the better.
Criminal games in the age of the accelerating horrific games of violence - sometimes combined with media - the season finale of "Mr. Robot" scheduled for Wednesday night - was postponed with a messages to the audience explaining that content was similar to events in Virginia yesterday. I'm sure you know that Lee Flanagan killed TV reporter Alison Parker, 24, and cameraman Adam Ward, 27, in Roanoke, Virginia, while Parker was live on air on WDBJ via Ward's camera. Flanagan posted the shootings on social media, then killed himself after a five hour manhunt and car chase.
What is your "game" plan to today?
Aphantasia
Most people who read Crystalinks have some degree of clairvoyance and can easily "see" images in their minds. The more you practice, the easier it gets. But what if you couldn't visualize any images at all?
With all of the weird things we are discovering about the mind, and how people perceive reality, we come to a new disorder called Aphantasia, a hypothesized neurological condition where a person does not possess a functioning mind's eye or third eye. The term was first suggested in a 2015 study for a specific kind of visual agnosia. Further studies are being planned. The term was coined by the team led by Prof. Adam Zeman of the University of Exeter Medical School.
Aphantasia: A life without mental images BBC - August 26, 2015
Close your eyes and imagine walking along a sandy beach and then gazing over the horizon as the Sun rises. How clear is the image that springs to mind? Most people can readily conjure images inside their head - known as their mind's eye. But this year scientists have described a condition, aphantasia, in which some people are unable to visualize mental images.
Niel Kenmuir, from Lancaster, has always had a blind mind's eye. He knew he was different even in childhood. "My stepfather, when I couldn't sleep, told me to count sheep, and he explained what he meant, I tried to do it and I couldn't," he says. "I couldn't see any sheep jumping over fences, there was nothing to count." Our memories are often tied up in images, think back to a wedding or first day at school. As a result, Niel admits, some aspects of his memory are "terrible", but he is very good at remembering facts. And, like others with aphantasia, he struggles to recognize faces. Yet he does not see aphantasia as a disability, but simply a different way of experiencing life. Take the aphantasia test ....
Univision anchor ejected from Trump news conference CNN - August 26, 2015
Jorge Ramos, the Univision anchor and journalist, extensively squabbled with Donald Trump twice in testy exchanges at a news conference before his rally here in Dubuque, with a security officer at one point ejecting Ramos from the event.
CNN Blows Off Anderson Cooper's Katrina Anniversary Special For Donald Trump Huffington Post - August 25, 2015
CNN bumped Anderson Cooper's special on the 10th anniversary of Hurricane Katrina for extended coverage of Donald Trump's presidential campaign. The network was billing the special as a deeply personal journey where "Cooper observes the tenacity of the survivors who continue to struggle every day, grieving for loved ones while trying to rebuild their lives." The report was scheduled to air at 9 p.m. ET on Tuesday, but was postponed to Wednesday night instead.
China market slump: Shares end lower despite rate cut BBC - August 26, 2015
Chinese shares have closed lower despite a fresh rate cut by the central bank. The mainland's benchmark Shanghai Composite fell 1.27% to 2,927.29, after veering in and out of negative territory.
France train shooting: Attack 'was well prepared' BBC - August 26, 2015
An attempted attack by a heavily armed man on a train in France last week was premeditated and well prepared, according to a French prosecutor.
Wounded train attack hero played dead to survive, another to get Army medal CNN - August 26, 2015
When Mark Moogalian saw the gunman on the train, he was the first to rush him and tried to wrest an assault rifle from his grip. The two men struggled, and Moogalian was shot in the neck. The French-American collapsed to the floor, bleeding heavily. He made eye contact with his wife.
9/11 'Dust Lady' dies after cancer battle USA Today - August 26, 2015
The dust-covered 9/11 survivor whose photograph became one of the defining images of the terror attacks has died after a battle with stomach cancer at the age of 42.
Conjoined twins to be born today; just 1 can survive USA Today - August 26, 2015
The Minnesota mother will deliver twin girls at the Colorado Fetal Care Center at Children's Hospital Colorado via cesarean section. No matter what, one of her daughters will not survive.
The True Story of Kudzu, the Vine That Never Truly Ate the South Smithsonian - August 26, 2015
Introduced from Asia in the late 19th century as a garden novelty, but not widely planted until the 1930s, kudzu is now America's most infamous weed. In a few decades, a conspicuously Japanese name has come to sound like something straight from the mouth of the South, a natural complement to inscrutable words like Yazoo, gumbo and bayou.
The Spirit Bear of British Columbia Smithsonian - August 26, 2015
The white Kermode bear, a rare ursa sacred to local tribes, is now the center of a fierce battle to protect British Columbia's rainforest.
8 Gorgeous National Parks You've Never Heard Of National Geographic - August 26, 2015
The U.S. National Park Service turned 99 on Tuesday, and to mark the occasion all 408 national parks have free admission for the day. We took a look back at our archives and found these photos of little-known parks. The National Park Service protects far more than icons the Grand Canyon and Yosemite, and these parks are a testament to the agency's diversity and the breadth of what many call "America's best idea."
The Gentrifier's Guide to Not Being an Asshole Village Voice - August 26, 2015
If anyone needed a perfect Rorschach test for 21st-century gentrification angst, it showed up this summer on Slate. The website created an "Are You a Gentrifier?" calculator that promised a simple yes/no answer.
An MTV Video Music Award (commonly abbreviated as a VMA) is an award presented by the cable channel MTV to honor the best in the music video medium. Originally conceived as an alternative to the Grammy Awards (in the video category), the annual MTV Video Music Awards ceremony has often been called the "Super Bowl for youth", an acknowledgment of the VMA ceremony's ability to draw millions of youth from teens to 20-somethings each year.
Tuesday, August 25, 2015
Staring, Illusion, and Shape Shifting
There are several ways to visually experience other aspects of your soul in different space-times.
One of the ways involves staring into a mirror in a dark room with a flashlight under your face. After a few seconds, or minutes, your facial features change and you see other aspects of your soul.
Another method involves sitting across from someone in a dimly lit room, staring into each other's eyes without moving, and watching that person morph over and over again into different aspects of their soul.
Sometimes, a photo in a darkly lit room will capture an image of someone that looks nothing like them here.
Several of my shape shifting moments can be found here.
As all is consciousness and projected illusion, anything goes.
Today, we find this article ...
Weird Things Happen When You Stare Into Someone's Eyes For 10 Minutes Huffington Post - August 24, 2015
Staring into someone's eyes for as little as 10 seconds can be an intense experience of connection, or one of discomfort. So what happens when you look into a person's eyes for 10 minutes? Well, things can get weird. Really weird. A new Italian study finds that when people look into each other's eyes for a long period of time, they often experience symptoms of dissociation -- including feelings of detachment from one's body and from reality -- and full-on hallucinations. the hallucinations produced during interpersonal staring can bring to full consciousness certain subconscious beliefs or "non-integrated" parts of the self.
Monday, August 24, 2015
Crystalinks Turns 20
August 25, 2015
Crystalinks turns 20
Today, I reflected on August 25, 1995, the day Crystalinks first came online. I was relatively new to the Internet and the thought of having a website that could help people was foremost in my mind. I was working with a company called Interport.net. Steve, one of their techies, had retyped my original 50 files, and posted them to the world as I excitedly looked at them that day.
The next day Steve showed me how to access my daily stats. Following his lead, I determined that on its very first day, Crystalinks had 56 readers. I can't tell you how elated I was knowing that the next part of my journey had begun to unfold. Steve only posted one picture. It appeared on the Home Page and still remains as my profile photo on Facebook and other places.
The name Crystalinks was given to me by Z one day, as I sat at the computer wondering what to call my website. I know many people chose their own names, but that felt wrong. My personal adventures and experiences, would become part of Crystalinks, but it would always be an integrated compendium of science, social science, and metaphysics, the latter evolving from the pseudoscience to healing and energy. Alien agendas were a priority, as I had my own experience which led me to create Crystalinks. I considered blogging about reality being a hologram ... but knew it would be decades before humanity would be programmed to understand ... though there have always been people who know. To this day, Crystalinks remains a work in progress. For those who have contributed to Crystalinks, in one way or another through the decades, I send a heart felt thank you, especially you, George. I couldn't have done it without you :)
Yankee Baseball
Sunday, my daughter Nikki and her family were at Yankee Stadium where history was made as they retired former Yankee pitcher Andy Pettitte's number, 46. Also exciting for Noah and Matthew was seeing Derek Jeter who served as the Yankees' team captain from 2003 until his retirement in 2014. His number has not as yet been retired.
Matthew's Room
Sunday, August 23, 2015
VIRGO
Here we are in Virgo which promises to be an exciting time to say the least. Leo ended with Donald Trump in the lead for president, an economic downturn, out of control wildfires, the hottest summer on record, hurricane Danny moving closer, civil unrest, and more. My Leo files came so intertwined, the archives overlap in many places. What did it all mean to me? Everything is coming full circle.
Virgo opens with people on vacation before school starts, as all things linked to Virgo transition kick in. Relax.. sit back ... wait ... and watch. Some people follow Trump to see when he will fall. I want truth to win-out whatever idiot brings it, so I hope he wins, because the political machine will never allow anyone else to do it.
Harvard invited my grandson Michael to play baseball at a
sports event where recruiters watch High School seniors.
His mom wrote:
Michael hit a stand up triple and then a single with bases loaded!!!!!
Go Michael!!
Senior Citizens Day honors the contributions of senior citizens in the United States.
Are we going to elect a senior citizen as the next president of the US?
If you happen to be former President Jimmy Carter and make it into your 90's, though currently diagnosed with cancer, you reflect on your achievements in life and feel grateful. Remember the Jimmy Carter UFO Incident in 1969? If he could have told us the truth he would have, but that information remains censored, so the story changed. There are those of us seniors who remember the original version.
Thursday, I read a Greek woman named Helen, 81, who also lives in Bay Ridge. Helen considers herself a lucky senior, has a husband of 52 years, a loving family, a home, and more. We talked about the current financial situation with Greece. She sends money to her family in Greece, as does another Greek woman I read this week whose parents can't live on reduced social security. Helen's main issue is health and the loss of many she loved. When you get to 81 you think about your health issues and how long you will live.
At 72 - I never think about dying - every day seen through the same eyes I've always experienced life. I also appreciate my life. Many evenings I relax on the sofa and watch the sun set over the bridge in spectacular shades of red, pink, turquoise, and more. It's my favorite place to be - combining city life with the serenity of the sky, the bridge, the Atlantic, the park, and everything else that surrounds me. With great health, family, friends, and new adventures each day, life doesn't get better than this at my age.
The last time I saw them was here in the city when Whitley spoke at a book signing.
Thursday, August 20, 2015
Coming Full Circle Science and Religion "Sarah and Alexander"
Last week, I blogged about prophecies and the Full Moon 4° Aries - Total Lunar Eclipse - Red Blood Moon on September 27-28, 2015. Yesterday, I realized that energy happens at the time Pope Francis visits Washington, DC., New York City and Philadelphia. As things seem to be coming full circle for me and others, this does not seem like a coincidence. Though I won't travel to the city to see the pope, the day he visits the 9/11 site (September 25th) the energies will run high enough for me to feel them here. People have asked if the Pope will open up about matters related to possible alien intervention, etc. Perhaps the door will open just a drop but he will admit nothing, yet it could activate the timelines.
We come to my screenplay "Sarah and Alexander". As I blogged last week, Yvonne Maria Schaefer feels so strongly connected to the project, she wants to produce it. Yesterday, we talked about updates and a new end time date for the story, but nothing felt right. I told her I would sleep on it and talk to Z.
FYI: This week has been all about Greek clients ... so much so I had to wonder what the connection was for me and "Sarah and Alexander" (S&A). This morning, I woke up before dawn and got it. S&A ends on July 4, 2012, the day the "God Particle" was discovered at CERN and nothing would be the same. When Giorgio A. Tsoukalos talked about it on an Ancient Aliens episode "The God Particle" - at that moment in time - I first made the connection between my story and the God Particle ... thanks, Georgio. "The God Particle" discusses science and religion ... it's all connected.
ACT III ...
The Pope visits North America ...
Will things change and finally evolve? ... Let us pray ... LOL.
Sorry, but it's all an algorithm that has its final scene as everything FADES TO BLACK.
As to Sarah and Alexander - the end of the script has to be updated - adding an epilogue to reflect what lies beyond for the souls. "The Seed" was planted by Sarah and Grandma Rose on Labor Day, September 1989 to come full bloom (circle) as the next seed of life at the end of the story.
Wednesday, August 19, 2015
Coming Full Circle In Numerology
2016 = 9 Year
In Pythagorean Numerology a cycle is nine years. My Numerology teacher, Sue Reeve, (see blog below) taught us that each year as we enter Virgo Transition in August, you move into the energies of the year to come. For example ... I am in a "9 Year". Sue would say I start the "1 Year" now and that we all move ahead adding the number 9 to our month and day of birth. If you are born January 1 - you add 1+1+9 = 11 = 2 year.
Here's a little trick Sue taught us. As Pythagorean Numerology is based on 9 - you can cancel out all 9's or numbers that add up to 9. Example ...Your birthday is June 4th. Next year you would add 6+4+9. But you can drop the 9. It will always cancel out. Next year you would simple add 6+4 = 10 = 1 year.
Next year is the universal 9 year - which will be very interesting whether it starts now or in January - as time after all - is an illusion. It will be interesting to see what happens in the universe in 2016. Old and outdated things will be deleted. Much will come full circle. Does this affect the US presidential election? Since it happens in November 2016, Sue would move that to a Universal 1 as a new cycle begins which means the old system will be forced into change. Does that mean Donald Trump could win and the outdated Washington machine tumbles down? Yes. We experience in a broken reality with hope things will get better. Sadly that is not the algorithm especially in end times.
My yearly memo to parents and students during Virgo Transition ... if starting university or any institute of higher learning ... be sure you major in something that will get you a job when you graduate. Don't major in Art History or English Literature to heal your issues unless you plan to take it further as a career. Majors in Philosophy, Theology, etc. go nowhere, but you may recognize they are part of the healing and self searching process for you. Do all of that but plan a way to be financially independent.
Universities are very expensive so a major must have financial value when you graduate. I still have too many clients who are majoring in film and communication with no where to go when they graduate. I know we study based on our programming as this reality is nothing more than a school, but focus before you make a mistake.
Careers change for many during their life time. Has your changed?
Many people are not programed for higher education, blocked by emotional problems, learning challenges, and lack of finances. I also know that many young people won't work unless they can make a difference or their job is meaningful.
Many woman still want to find a man to take care of them ... It happens but for the most part it's an outdated concept for somewhere in that philosophy there is generally emotional payback.
Most of all I know that jobs are hard to come by no matter what one's age, sex, race, religion, contacts, etc.
The world I grew up in was far from perfect, but it allowed a person time to work, create, and dream.
Reality is based on a dream ... As we are discussing Numerology today class ... one needs to know that reality is simply math and science following not just binary code (brain) and the Fibonacci Sequence (hologram), but an algorithm that started it all and runs until spirals up to its apex in the hourglass of time at this level of consciousness.
Tuesday, August 18, 2015
Coming Full Circle With Lovers and Friends
When I haven't heard from some of my metaphysical friends for years - which is often the case - and they don't reply to email or phone calls - I tend to go to one of my other resources - "the other side" - only to find them there. Recently two such friends - both born in Leo - came to me from the other side on their birthdays.
Meet Paul Fritzen - with a "Z" and an "E" in his last name. Paul and I were friends and lovers meeting in 1989 through an A.R.E. newsletter. (Remember the days people wrote letters and waited a week for a reply?) Paul was originally from Los Angeles where he worked in the entertainment industry until his early 30's when he moved to Hawaii, invested in property, and buildt a home when prices were low. He was a laid back sort of guy who never married, had no kids, and laughed at things just as I do. He actually looked a lot like Z.
The first time we physically met was in 1990, after a year of getting to know each other by phone. This was the first of 3 visits Paul would make to Brooklyn to visit me. On that occasion he asked me to live with him in Hawaii the connection was so strong. I refused as I was working on my TV show and recognized what we had was the magic (alchemy) of metaphysics and pheromones which should not be confused with real love. Though I never took him up on his many invitations to visit his home, now I'm thinking maybe I should have and would go today if he were still around.
Paul had a Leo (Sun) and Aquarius (Moon) while I have an Aquarius (Sun) and Leo (Moon) which an astrology at the time told us meant strong attraction. Paul loved Z and had no problem making "connections". Time spent together were always metaphysical adventures. Of course Paul understood about reality and the hologram which was not easy for me to find especially in 1990.
Remember the days Sarah's music box from "Sarah and Alexander" played for me out of nowhere? On Paul's first visit, we went out one day, and when were returned home found a message on my answer machine ... the music from Sarah's music box. It played for about two minutes - over and over - as we listened knowing Alexander had created it. At that time, Alexander kept coming to me with music and patterns of angel hair as a sign of his existence-presence. I had written the first draft of "Sarah and Alexander" in December 1989 when Alexander first came to me - and sometimes my friends - to dictate the story.
Through the years Paul and I stayed in touch one way or another. We last spoke in 2010 when he told me he wanted to change his life and wondered if coming to New York would be the answer. I told him he would not be able to adjust to the weather and that I was really not interested in a personal relationship - the old feelings gone. He seemed so lost at the time.
2011 went by and on his birthday August 4 ... I called only to discover his phone had been shut off. As he had spoken so often about moving to Mexico and living in the spiritual energy of the pyramids, I thought that was his destination and one day I would hear from him. As the years passed every August 4th I thought about Paul ... coming to realize he had passed but never wanting to believe it. This year Paul showed up as a spirit. Still not wanting to believe he died, today I searched his name as an obituary. And there it was ... Paul Fritzen died October 31, 2010 at age 65. He has crossed over and is now free to swim with the dolphins and play with Z. Somehow I always considered him an aspect of Z. Have fun boys and don't forget I'm still stuck in this reality waiting for the end as things come full circle.
Paul has crossed over ... Fade to Black
Another friend I met on the same day as Paul also comes to mind ...
Deja Allison, Aquarian, who died March 28, 2013 at age 66.
We had so much fun with Paul back in the day ...
Ellie in her Pyramid at Sue's Psychic Fair in Brooklyn
Next we come to my friend Sue Reeve who goes back to 1983 - another Leo born on August 14, 1940. Sue lived in Sheepshead Bay where she gave readings and metaphysical classes teaching thousands of people through the decades - her focus Numerology. I met Sue through a fellow elementary school teacher just after I divorced. She became my metaphysical teacher in 1984 and gave me a reading. She told me about the great things I would do which are still unfolding.
We never spoke about the hologram. She was more about healing and issues. Through her classes I made friends with other students who would come and go in my life through the years. One of them was Mike who took the blue (infrared) photo of me in the 1980's. Last week Mike and I connected after many years to discuss Sue and catch up. It's interesting that it was the day I posted about me morphing into different expressions of my soul and mentioning the blue photo.
The last time I spoke to Sue was December 2011 just before Christmas when my friend Pat and I paid her a brief visit. Having been obese most of her life I could see that Sue's health was failing and knew it would be the last time we would meet. On her birthday this year her memory lingered and I found out that Sue (whose real name was Madeline Sue Reeve) had died in 2012 at age 72 from complications of diabetes. Sue was a special soul whose greatest joy was to give to others. She joined her two sisters on the other side in whatever metaphysical adventures they are having.
