Tuesday, May 10, 2011

CONFUSION




Back in the day, when people had ADD (ADHD), or anything that made them confused and unable to focus and make a decision about their lives, they dealt with it one way or another. The inability to focus generally goes with depression and, like ADD, requires professional help and medication to balance brain chemistry.

In 2011, people are more confused than ever, especially young adults. They have the benefit of seeing what went wrong with past generations (in their family or elsewhere), and come to me crying about their inability to find a meaningful career, and find focus in general, especially when there are few jobs out there.

Jobs ... then and now ... are generally filled by personal recommendation. Some people, especially young adults, may not have the ability to find a job on their own. If it is not given to them by friends or family, they cannot, and will not, work. They simply are not programmed to seek out employment on their own.

Being taken care of ... if they are lucky, they have caretakers who allow them to stay home and financially support them - everyone feels the pressure. Trust funds, give by those who worked hard in a prior generation, create the pattern of having money to soul search, as that is all people do these days - Who am I? Why am I here? Nothing makes sense! I'm too confused to see where this is all going?

The money honey ... Did you know that battles for inheritance split families and often marriages? People want money and freedom to .... whatever. If you are burned out, you want to do nothing. The fine line between depression and burn out is closing.

Why can't I find a career? The grid pattern now is ... people of all ages do not want to work unless their job is meaningful and they feel passionate about it, usually taking them to a health or creative field. This is all linked to the closing of the program and the need to heal and help others to heal and help oneself. If you are depressed, NEVER work out your issues by working with the mentally ill. Wrong way to go.



Confused people can't take any job as it makes no sense and creates instant burnout or sabotage --> disability. Are you a disability person? What did you do get there? Wish you were programmed to be higher functioning? Clients are so savvy about disability these days they tell me ...My whole family is on disability. We label that the Disability Family and sometimes find it humorous. Whatever ... gets you to the end of the program.



Then there's this ... then and now ... not everyone is programmed to find a chosen career or business. Some people are programmed to flounder, take meaningless jobs, and never find themselves - and in 2011 they resent it.



For some, when their business or the family business fails ... look out ... now what? Few rebuild a former business and/or lifestyle. Their programming changes as does their thinking.



People are more upset about living with a confused state of mind now than ever before. There is something out there that needs to be seen .... to be understood ... and they need to find it. It is the destiny which they came here to discover. You know what it is.





I had a Dream




We are all dreaming in a simulation chamber. In my wake-dream on Tuesday ... the original Sphinx marker was a large dog (later a lion and pharaoh) with a connection to Sirius, just as the 3 major pyramids on the Giza Plateau align with the Belt Stars of Orion. I was driving towards the Sphinx dogma when somebody cut off its head and blood splattered all over my windshield. I woke up. Curious.



There's email from John in NSW in regards to the Egypt-Australia connection.

    The Egyptian carvings in Australia are just down the road from us at Kariong, NSW.

    Here is a photo of my son at the carvings. He is now 16.

    There use to be a tunnel down to go under the main bolder. This is a photo of the entrance under the main bolder, too scared to go in. It has now been filled over.




Anubis














































Monday, May 9, 2011

From Tut

In life, dear reader, you can only ever be scared, when you believe in limits.

You can only ever feel lonely, when you stop doing things.

You can only ever become bored, when you no longer follow your heart.

And you can only ever get overwhelmed, when you think the illusions are real.

Whew! Who knew it could be so easy to get back on track?










Persistent Genital Arousal Disorder





We arrive at a new week, a new disease, and a new client in New Jersey named Joy who seeks your help in finding a cure for Persistent Genital Arousal Disorder, a condition relating mainly to women's sexual health, in which afflicted women suffer from sudden and frequent feelings of genital arousal that are qualitatively different from the kind of sexual arousal that is associated with sexual desire or subjective arousal. Masturbation and orgasms offer little or no relief. It is a very rare condition and it is possible that sufferers don't report the condition because of the shame and embarrassment the disclosure would involve.

The Back Story

Joy, 51, Italian, happily married, ran two businesses - selling antiques and was a pet rescuer for 25 years. She was never sick nor a substance abuser. She was a smoker who had to quit in 2011. All seemed well in the world until October 2010 ... when Joy had her gall badder removed. In February 2011 she developed a cerebral hemorrhage. Fully recovered and off medication, she suddenly developed Persistent Genital Arousal Disorder. She is unable to -- work, sit for long periods of time, among other things we do daily and take for granted. She only asks that if you suffer with the same condition, or can help her in any way, as there doesn't seem to be much research or a support group for PSAS yet, to send her an email.

Destiny Change

A new chapter in Joy's life has begun - the quest for answers many people take to find out some greater truth after an accident, illness, or epiphany changes the course of their lives. For some the journey comes with few obstacles and is embraced quickly, especially in these end times, while for others it involves pain, suffering and a difficult time. We wish Joy good luck in finding her answers and a cure.



From Wikipedia

    Persistent Genital Arousal Disorder (PGAD), originally called Persistent Sexual Arousal Syndrome (PSAS) and also known as Restless Genital Syndrome or Mempin Syndrome (ReGS or RGS), results in a spontaneous, persistent, and uncontrollable genital arousal, with or without orgasm or genital engorgement, unrelated to any feelings of sexual desire. It was first documented by Dr. Sandra Leiblum in 2001, only recently characterized as a distinct syndrome in medical literature with a comparable counterpart increasingly reported by men.

    Some physicians use the term Persistent Sexual Arousal Syndrome to refer to the condition in women; others consider the syndrome of priapism in men to be the same disorder. Priapism is a recognized diagnosable medical condition by the DSM-IV, whereas PGAD is not. In particular, it is not related to hypersexuality, sometimes known as nymphomania or satyriasis. Hypersexuality, nymphomania and satyriasis are also not recognized diagnosable medical conditions by the DSM-IV. In addition to being very rare, the condition is also frequently unreported by sufferers who may consider it shameful or embarrassing.

    Physical arousal caused by this syndrome can be very intense and persist for extended periods, days or weeks at a time. Orgasm can sometimes provide temporary relief, but within hours the symptoms return. The return of symptoms, with the exception of known triggers, is sudden and unpredictable. Failure or refusal to relieve the symptoms often results in waves of spontaneous orgasms in women and ejaculation in men. The symptoms can be debilitating, preventing concentration on mundane tasks. Some situations, such as riding in an automobile or train, vibrations from mobile phones, and even going to the toilet can aggravate the syndrome unbearably causing the discomfort to verge on pain. It is not uncommon for sufferers to lose some or all sense of pleasure over the course of time as release becomes associated with relief from pain rather than the experience of pleasure.

    A Dutch study has connected PSAS with restless legs syndrome.

    There is not enough known about persistent genital arousal disorder to definitively pinpoint a cause. Medical professionals think it is caused by an irregularity in sensory nerves, and note that the disorder has a tendency to strike post-menopausal women, or those who have undergone hormonal treatment. It can affect a person at any age.

    Some drugs such as trazodone may cause priapism (which is recognized medical condition, unlike PGAD) as a side effect, in which case discontinuing the medication may give relief. Additionally, the condition can sometimes start only after the discontinuation of SSRIs. In some recorded cases, the syndrome was caused by or can cause a pelvic arterial-venous malformation with arterial branches to the penis or clitoris; surgical treatment was effective in this case.

    In other situations where the cause is unknown or less easily treatable, the symptoms can sometimes be reduced by the use of antidepressants, antiandrogenic agents and anaesthetising gels. Psychotherapy with cognitive reframing of the arousal as a healthy response may also be used.

    More recently, the symptoms of the condition have also been linked with pudendal nerve entrapment. Regional nerve blocks and less common surgical intervention have demonstrated varying degrees of success in most cases. There is, however, no evidence for the long-term efficacy of surgical intervention.

    In one recent case, serendipitous relief of symptoms was noted from treatment with varenicline, a treatment for nicotine addiction.



Restless Genital Syndrome (ReGS) is a condition (as yet) only found in women. ReGS causes a woman to constantly feel the sensation of being on the verge of an orgasm. These sensations are located at the clitoris, vagina, labia and the region around the vagina, (such as on the pubic bone and the groin) and sometimes the anal region. Typical for these pre-orgasmic sensations is that they are not accompanied by sexual fantasies or genuine sexual desires. The symptoms therefore can better be described as arousal sensations of the genitals (genital arousal) than genuine sexual excitement.

ReGS can arise gradually or suddenly. Some women initially experience it as a pleasant sensation but soon they become desperate and depressed. The sensations of genital arousal does not recede if the woman has reached an orgasm by masturbation or sexual intercourse. To the contrary, in some women the feelings return stronger. Women suffering from this are not out to get sex, they just want to get rid of the feeling that irritates them so much. Most women, who suffer from this condition, are hesitant to discuss it with anyone out of shame. This makes them feel even more alone with their condition. Often they are not taken seriously by their doctor or specialist because most doctors have never heard of the syndrome.







Saturday, May 7, 2011

Happy Mother's Day


Happy Mother's Day

Messages From My Mom 2011


As of late, I've had some interesting adventures with my mother Florence who was psychic, an artist and a mystery. She died of cancer on March 29, 1980, at age 69, and had been living in Baltimore for decades.

Two days before she died, my High School friend Anita, formerly from Brooklyn then living in Long Island, came to visit her mother in Brighton Beach, not far from where I lived (Manhattan Beach). As Anita and her Mom walked down the streets of Brighton Beach Avenue, an old woman, Anita did not know, came up to her and asked "Do you know Elinor Crystal?" Surprised Anita said she Yes. "Give her this message," the woman said before walking away. "Tell her that her mother is dying in Coney Island Hospital and needs to see her." Puzzled, Anita called me and relayed the message though it made no sense to either of us. (We never found out who the woman was, perhaps Z).

To make a long story short ... Z confirmed ... so the next day I went to the hospital and there was Mom. She had return to Brooklyn, knowing she was dying with cancer that she had hidden from the family, that she knew would take her life quickly and it was her time to move on. The bottom line of that meeting was to confirm who I was, why I was here, why she took me to Nevada in April 1954 where I was taken on the UFO, and that the final journey here would one day come to pass. She told me she would die that evening and would return (more like manifest) at the end of my time here. She died that night just as she predicted, almost to the minute, and is buried with her family in Baltimore.

Shortly after, I filled for divorce, and events began to unfold as Mom and Z predicted. Mom never returned until ...

Friday evening April 8, 2011

As Pat and I relaxed on the sofa in my living room, we smelled the usual floral fragrance that signals Spirit. As I looked over at Pat, she morphed into my mother. Pat not only described my mother in detail, her life and more, but about the events of the UFO experience in 1954. Apparently Mom was told by Z to bring me there - she was not in a state of suspended animation when it happened - she simply waited below. I have no time reference for how long I was taken, but as we know, time is malleable, an illusion and subjective.

As Pat and I sat there, the tips of my index and middle fingers suddenly turned black, which left us puzzled. Pat was quickly shown that Mom was an artist whose favorite medium was a large white sketch pad and black charcoals (that brought back memories) and she was making a point that it was her should we doubt this experience. No way!

Mom reminded me that she guided the turning points of my journey - birth to a woman who had many miscarriages and was told she could not have a baby, the 1954 Incident, the Coney Island hospital adventure, and now the conclusion that is about to unfold out of the blue.

Mom said one really cool thing as we concluded. I asked if I would ever be taken on the ship again and she replied .... "No. You are the ship."

I know that consciousness ships have always been part of the equation as they monitor the program until the end.

The following week Pat and I had dinner at my house again, this time with George. As we shared our adventure, George saw my mother writing and writing and knew she channel Z who sent us to Nevada. Lots more was given by Mom that night, confirming who we are, why I came here now, and that little time remains.

Thanks Mom! Have a great Mother's Day! I'm off to see the kids now. Come join us.







Have a wonderful day. I'll be in Connecticut having fun with my family.










  Osama Bin Laden   CNN News

  Osama Bin Laden   Yahoo News

  Candid videos show rare view of unkempt bin Laden   AP - May 7, 2011


Most of you are probably following the events surrounding Osama bin Laden as they unfold - always plotting, planning, conspiracy stuff. Do you wonder if he's talking to his co-conspirators now in their dreams? Could he be influencing the flow of destiny from beyond the grave? Whatever ... it's all part of the simulation.



Speaking of simulations ... did you see the season finale of Fringe? Watch it on HULU. It gets good at 35:50. The end is going to keep people guessing all summer about the fate of Peter who used his consciousness to time travel and change the destiny of the 2 universes so both will not be destroyed. Walter explains it all. The Observers at the end were very cool. It would seem that the doomsday machine moves from this simulation to that and can do it over and over until the machine is shut down. In some simulations we exist, but not in all.



Projected Illusion .. Film Strips



May 7, 1909 - March 1, 1991


Edwin Land

  Edwin Land Google Videos

Edwin Land was an American scientist and inventor,

best known as the co-founder of the Polaroid Corporation.




Photography records the gamut of feelings written on the human face,



the beauty of the earth and skies that man has inherited,



and the wealth and confusion man has created.



It is a major force in explaining man to man.







We live in a world changing so rapidly

that what we mean frequently by



common sense is doing the thing that

would have been right last year.



Edwin Land Quotes 1

Edwin Land Quotes 2

Edwin Land Quotes 3









Thursday, April 28, 2011

Trees and Arches -
Transforming Reality



When I posted the image below of the trees forming arches connected to the wedding, I had no idea Kate had requested trees for Westminister Abbey. When she walks down the aisle, she will be surrounded by an avenue of trees. Royal wedding: Trees and flowers transform abbey   BBC - April 28, 2010







The Royal Wedding will take place at ... Westminster Abbey a large, mainly Gothic church, in Westminster, London, located just to the west of the Palace of Westminster. It is the traditional place of coronation and burial site for English, later British and later still (and currently) monarchs of the Commonwealth Realms. The abbey is a Royal Peculiar and briefly held the status of a cathedral from 1546 to 1556.

Westminster Abbey   Google Images

  Westminster Abbey   Google Videos






We play all of our games



Under the Arches - In Time








Westminster Abbey






Then and Now







Westminster Abbey Clock Tower






The Tree and the Clock






Always Navy and Gold ... and 12 Around 1












Somewhere in Space-time as we experience in the simulation of reality ...




  Space-time   YouTube








Famous Couples in the News Friday April 29, 2011




Gabrielle Giffords and Mark Kelly


Tragic romance eclipses 2nd-to-last shuttle flight   AP - April 25, 2011

Looking back on the horror of that Saturday in January, this seems miraculous today: that Mark Kelly would indeed command the next-to-last space shuttle flight and that his wounded wife, Gabrielle Giffords, would be here in Florida watching. On a day fit for princes and princesses - Britain's Prince William will wed Kate Middleton that morning - Endeavour's scheduled 3:47 p.m. blastoff is the big draw for tourists and residents on Florida's Space Coast.




Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Balance Scales
and
Har-money







In what is considered End Times by many people today, the scales of balance allegedly come into play -- the fate of each soul decided. This is all mythology and religious doctrine (same), with a sprinkle of truth as governments around the world fall, and people seek freedom. It's all collapsing, for better or worse, richer or poorer, as we try to make sense of our personal hologram of experience.



The economy takes center stage always as money is power and drives our simulation (machine).



In what would seem like a witch hunt of sorts, the SEC and Justice Department are cleaning house - and more to the point collecting millions of dollars from corrupt businessmen who have become icons in the business world. As with the Mafia (various countries) - the push is on to put these men away. In recent months most have gone to jail and rightly so.

Many are clients, or relatives of clients, who were the fat cats we all like to see taken down for an endless number of reasons, often because they defrauded us. Though I have never invested with any of them, I enjoy their take on reality based on their programming. It's bipolar mixed with delusions of grandeur. To date I have told them all they are going to jail for one reason or another with the expected heavy fines - and I was right. Most knew they were going away, but for how long and how would it affect their families (all are family men).

About Bernard Madoff -- I don't know him personally, but a close friend knew Madoff's son Mark who committed suicide in 2010 on the second anniversary of his father's arrest.



One way or another everything comes back to me as I sit here at the foot of the bridge and destiny unravels.



Raj Rajaratnam - Reflections of Truth


Raj Rajaratnam is a Sri Lankan-born American who founded the Galleon Group, a New York-based hedge fund management firm. On October 16, 2009 he was arrested by the FBI on allegations of insider trading, which also caused the Galleon Group to close. His attorney indicated that Mr. Rajaratnam will plead not guilty and fight the charges of insider trading in court. He is currently on trial in U.S. vs. Rajaratnam in the United States District Court for the Southern District of New York.

The jury went to deliberations on Monday. Its decision comes down to answering a deceptively simple question: Has the government proved beyond a reasonable doubt that Mr. Rajaratnam traded on material nonpublic information dispensed to him by tippers in breach of their fiduciary duty?



Unlike the clients who I knew were all guilty as charged, there is something different about Raj that makes me want to say that he will not go to jail, yet the evidence is stacked against him, the SEC wants money, the Justice department needs this win, so things will not go well. Justice is not always served.



Okay ... okay ... I know what you're thinking: No one can make that much money without insider trading, and you are right, yet there is something about this man's energies that I connected with.



I read about Raj's trial the day it started, then forgot about him as so much else was going on in the world. Monday, after I finished my morning clients, Raj came to mind so strongly I did a google news search and there were the updates of the trial going to deliberation (just after Mercury Retrograde ended on April 23).

A remote view to the jury room showed me that nothing would be decided on Monday, each member of the jury standing firm on what they believe. Today it begins again. The jury will review the evidence and the game will continue as the country watches and waits - especially those who like to play the games of Wall Street. Good luck Raj!



After the trial is over, will there be an appeal? Will that take time and bring us to the end of the program? Interesting ...



Rajaratnam Trial: The Long Odds of an Acquittal for Hedge Fund Millionaire   HedgeCo.Net - April 26, 2011

Although there was no conclusion on the first day of deliberation, some are quick to tally the long odds of an acquittal for Rajaratnam, who faces serious prison time for the 14 criminal counts against him.

The 5 Things You Need To Know About The Raj Trial Right Now   Business Insider - April 26, 2011

Now that Raj Rajaratnam's fate is in the hands of the jury, there are a maximum of a few days before we find out what happens. Our best estimate: He's convicted today or tomorrow. So for those who abstained from the daily dose of Raj trial to-ing and fro-ing, here's what you need to know to understand the case.









The Royal Wedding




Kate and William: I'm not sure if you are interested in the royal wedding, but I've been watching events on TV as time permits. What I embrace most about the entire experience is the positive energy I get from Kate. She represents what I would like for every women on the planet - not to be a princess per se, but to be healthy in body, mind and soul. This is a fairy tale story in which I love the prince and princess ho live happily ever after. They started as friends in university, became lovers and friends, then lived together. That's how it should be done. Kate and William will be an amazing couple to follow.



Mansions: Have you ever been in a mansion? I have friends and clients who live that lifestyle. Earlier this month I visited a friend's 15,000 sq. foot mansion in NJ and loved it. You never stop renovating a mansion and its property ... it just keeps going. Mansion lifestyle is really cool - just not for me. They say home is where your heart is and I would agree. I love the openness of my 1,000 sq. foot apartment, the location, the energy portals, and the commanding view. (I even got to see the plane hit Tower Two on 9/11.)



Palaces: Monday morning the Today Show featured a tour of Kensington Palace where Prince William grew up, so I decided to incorporate that into my blog.


Kensington Palace is a royal residence set in Kensington Gardens in the Royal Borough of Kensington and Chelsea in London, England. It has been a residence of the British Royal Family since the 17th century. Today, the State Rooms are open to the public and managed by the independent charity Historic Royal Palaces; a nonprofit organization that does not receive public funds. The offices and private accommodation areas of the Palace remain the responsibility of the Royal Household and are maintained by the Royal Household Property Section.

It was the official residence of Diana, Princess of Wales (until her death in 1997), of Princess Margaret (until her death in 2002) and of Princess Alice (until her death in 2004). Today it is the official residence of The Duke and Duchess of Gloucester, the Duke and Duchess of Kent and Prince and Princess Michael of Kent. Kensington Palace is also used on an unofficial basis by Prince Harry, as well as his cousin Zara Phillips.

Kensington Palace   Google Images

  Kensington Palace   Google Videos













The Royal Wedding - April 29, 2011


Wedding of Prince William of Wales and Kate Middleton   Wikipedia

  The Royal Wedding   CNN Coverage

  The Royal Wedding   AP Coverage

  Royal Wedding Spoof - T-Mobile







April 26, 2011




April 26, 1986


Chernobyl Disaster

Chernobyl's 25-year shadow   CNN - April 21, 2011

  Chernobyl Disaster Google Videos


Chernobyl Disaster The Chernobyl disaster was a nuclear accident that occurred on April 26, 1986 at the Chernobyl Nuclear Power Plant in the Ukrainian SSR (now Ukraine). An explosion and fire released large quantities of radioactive contamination into the atmosphere, which spread over much of Western Russia and Europe. It is considered the worst nuclear power plant accident in history, and is one of only two classified as a level 7 event on the International Nuclear Event Scale (the other being the Fukushima I nuclear incident). The battle to contain the contamination and avert a greater catastrophe ultimately involved over 500,000 workers and cost an estimated 18 billion rubles, crippling the Soviet economy.

The disaster began during a systems test on 26 April 1986 at reactor number four of the Chernobyl plant, which is near the town of Pripyat. There was a sudden power output surge, and when an emergency shutdown was attempted, a more extreme spike in power output occurred, which led to a reactor vessel rupture and a series of explosions.






Fukushima I Nuclear Accident

Fukushima I Nuclear Accident   Google News


The Fukushima I nuclear accidents are a series of ongoing equipment failures and releases of radioactive materials at the Fukushima I Nuclear Power Plant, following the 9.0 magnitude Tohoku earthquake and tsunami on March 11, 2011. Experts consider it to be the second largest nuclear accident after the Chernobyl disaster, but more complex as all reactors are involved.







Monday, April 25, 2011

April 25, 2011



April 25, 1977


The Chilean Abduction

  The Chilean Abduction Google Videos


Corporal Armando Valdes of the Chilean army, on patrol in the northern desert with eight soldiers, saw two small lights in the sky. Valdes vanished in front of his men, then reappeared 15 minutes later, and fainted. He had five days' growth of beard and his calendar watch had advanced five days.



You do not know who we are,

nor where we came from.



But I tell you that we shall soon return.

Told to Corporal Armando Valdes during his alien experience.










April 24, 1964


Djimon Hounsou

  Djimon Hounsou Google Videos


Djimon Hounsou is a Beninese actor and model. As an actor, Hounsou has been nominated for two Academy Awards. He has starred in the sci-fi films Stargate (1994) and Lara Croft Tomb Raider: The Cradle of Life (2003). In 2010 he starred in The Tempest and in 2011 Elephant White.
Filmography




The sounds of people fighting for their freedom vibrates not just here but throughout the universe.


Djimon Hounsou










April 24, 1977


Eric Balfour

  Eric Balfour Google Videos


Eric Balfour is an American singer and actor of film and television. He is the lead singer of Born As Ghosts, formerly known as Fredalba. His best known roles include Milo Pressman on the action-thriller TV series 24 and Duke Crocker in the supernatural series Haven. In 2010, he starred in the Strause brothers thriller film Skyline.
Filmography




There as connection between Ancient Egyptian mythology and history

and Egypt's fight for freedom today. It links with Ancient Aliens

who visited the planet and created the pyramids and more.


Eric Balfour









April 24, 1980


Austin Nichols

  Austin Nichols Google Videos


Austin Nichols is an American film and television actor best known for his role as Julian Baker in The CW drama series One Tree Hill. He is also known for his role in the science fiction disaster film The Day After Tomorrow. Filmography




Austin Nichols











April 24, 1934


Shirley MacLaine

  Shirley MacLaine Google Videos


Shirley MacLaine is an Academy Award-winning American film and theatre actress, well-known not only for her acting, but for her devotion to her belief in reincarnation and extraterrestrials. She is also the writer of a large number of autobiographical works, many dealing with her new age beliefs, as well as her Hollywood career. Filmography




The 2012 end date represents a cosmic choice we must each make.

It really might be the end of our karmic drama, so to speak.

We're in for some big changes, but I don¹t think it¹s the end of anything.

It's a chance for new beginnings.


Shirley MacLaine -- Parade.com April 22, 2011