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Saturday, May 21, 2011

May 21, 2011

Apocalyptic Theory That Didn't Happen

2011 End Times Prediction Wikipedia

The 2011 end times prediction made by American Christian radio host Harold Camping stated that the Rapture (in a specific tradition of premillennial theology, the taking up into heaven of God's elect people) would take place on May 21, 2011 and that the end of the world would take place five months later on October 21, 2011. None of what Camping said happened.

Saturday came and went without incident. I found the whole Rapture idea humorous yet understand how badly souls want to go home and for the simulation to end. Jesus will not return - he's not even in our grid. There is no Judgment Day, though the program is seeking balance in everything before closure -- political, economic, religious (wait and see on this one), geophysical (earthquakes, weather, etc.), social (relationships), and health (emotional, physical, and learning challenges).

Doomsday theorist are doing what they are programmed to do. Most seem mentally ill or spent years as substance abusers. Most seek 'a voice' and some sort of acceptance. I have met some of them and they can be pretty scary. It's all in their eyes ... empty. When their date for end times doesn't pan out - and we saw this at the turn of the century - they will find another date.

Prophecy, in a strange way, is coming to pass as all prophecies converge in this timeline. What's driving May 21, 2011 and other end time theories? The answer is an intuitive knowing that our reality simulation - (you don't think this is real?) - is about to end, a need to put a date to it, but not understanding that time is an illusion and lucid like a dream. December 21, 2012 is a metaphor, numeric code, designation, or destination (reverse Fibonacci numbers to 0 or Zero Point) ... lots of 2's and 1's and 0's and things happening on the 21st of various months.

Riddle of 'God particle' could be solved by 2012: CERN PhysOrg - May 17, 2011

Physicists said they believed that by the end of 2012 they could determine whether a theorized particle called the Higgs boson which has unleashed a grueling decades-long hunt, exists or not. Large Hadron Collider

11 End-of-the-World Predictions National Geographic - May 21, 2011

Preacher Harold Camping isn't first to forecast the end of the world. His prophecy - that May 21 is doomsday - is part of an age-old tradition.

He captured the metaphors. It's all in the grid.

Doodle 4 Google winner: Matteo Lopez, 7

The Truth is Out There And Will Soon Be Told

As the program comes to closure, countries such as China and others are ready to post documented evidence of UFO and alien visitation. I know you heard all of this before and envision more 'lights in the sky' videos and photos, but that is not the case.

It is all part of an accelerating process - the dissemination of information - not fast enough for some and too fast for others.

You can almost sense that it's time to 'meet the neighbors' .... and learn who we are and what's next as they created us based on their programming to do so.

What will happen when the truth comes out? Religion, and it's hold over humanity, will be finished. Yeah! Fear will reign for some. Others will piece together years of dreams, vision, epiphanies, etc. It's about clarity at the physical level.

We are programmed to be leery of the Grays, fearful of the Reptilians, and embrace those that look like higher beings of light dressed in white robes especially if they look like Jesus and his entourage.

Ancient Alien Theory

Ancient Alien Theory Crystalinks

Ancient Aliens: History Channel Google Videos

Season 1 Amazon

Season 2 Amazon

Ancient Aliens Season 3 airs in late spring 2011.

Season 1 was a rehash of everything you ever learned about alien visitors. Season 2 cut to the chase especially episode 9 (endings) called Alien Devastations.

This episode surmises that aliens may have caused various disasters, as depicted in the Bible and other texts, or even tried to warn man of them; such as Noah of the Great Flood. Also proposed is that some disasters ushered changes in human evolution and that our leaps in technology over the centuries were achieved with alien help.

This episode spoke of things that rang true for me since childhood. From that timeline I have total recall of being part of the events that took out the planet and created new programs over and over again - much like events happening today ... without the reboot as the programs have all been uploaded and are not outdated.

Taking this beyond the physical grids, something guided the aliens to create, then wipe out and erase everything and start again ... It's called Consciousness. What's not going to happen is another recreation or simulation. Ellie Crystal only exists here. You only exist with your ego identity (name) here.

Ancient Aliens, Archetypes and Petroglyphs

That One Story Again Thunderbolts - May 20, 2011

Ev Cochrane's recent book, On Fossil Gods and Forgotten Worlds, again presents the challenge to explain an undeniable intelligibility in a large and coherent body of data.

Petroglyphs, myths, and rituals around the world are composed of the same motifs: the ladder to heaven, the great star, and the thunderbolt - to name only three. The motifs are linked within each ancient society¹s oeuvre and therefore are implicitly defined: the thunderbolt springs from the eye of the hero as he descends the ladder from heaven. Furthermore, the linkages are the same around the world. This is not a new insight. Many mythologists have remarked on the one story told around the world. The difficulty lies in explaining that pattern of recurrence. There would seem to be only three possibilities.

One Story: Some physical event with a global occurrence inspired the anthropomorphic narrative. If the story were about sunrises and thunderstorms, there would be no difficulty. However, the story is about planetary gods hurling hammers and fiery wheels from a celestial column that is fixed along the axis of heaven. If those planetary gods are the same planets that we see today, the story violates the Law of Gravity and is impossible.

One Storyteller: This was the first story told by the handful of first humans as they huddled around the first campfire in Africa. Their descendants took it with them as they spread around the world. They changed the names of the characters as they invented different languages, but they kept the motifs and plots and even the specific details of the images and interrelationships.

Thus, a primitive tribe in the Amazon today tells of the same ladder to heaven as the ancient Babylonians told of because their ancestors carried it unchanged across the Bering land bridge during the Ice Age. This explanation trades impossibility for incredibility.

One Storytelling: The human brain is hardwired to generate this myth in all its details. Then why did it generate those myths and glyphs only during the Age of Mythmaking, not before, not now? Today¹s comparable creation myth, the Big Bang, retains the explosive initial event but puts it far in the past beyond human witnessing and devotes most of the narrative to slowly changing uniformity.

For ancient people as for modern, their myths are the explanatory foundation for their world and their behavior in it. How can people today be so smart if their ancestors were so stupid? How could the ancestors have survived? Why would not natural selection 'deselec' them? This explanation suffers from the same problem as the first: If the world then was the same as now, the story is impossible.

The key is the conditional: if. Already the world today is not the same as it was just a few years ago. The growing awareness of plasma behavior in the laboratory and in space correlates with ancient art and artifacts, and it undermines Presently Accepted Theories with their P.A.T. answers.

The technologically enhanced vision of space telescopes and trans-optical detectors 'see' polar configurations and thunderbolts throughout space. Herbig-Haro stars and active galaxies sport rope- and snakelike columns of plasma along their spin axes, often with bright knots of plasma entwined along them. In an Electric Universe, these structures are the wiring harnesses that power the star or galaxy below them pushed into visibility by a surge in the current.

Gravity cannot explain such structures. Astronomers have invented all manner of ad hoc excuses, magnetic artifices, and arbitrary mathematics to justify ignoring the plain sense of the observations. Similarly, mythologists have ignored the plain sense of myths and petroglyphs. The result has been the denial of a past that imbues the present.

An electric view of the world unifies past and present. It explains why our ancestors were not crazy and why modern humans act crazy. It explains why thunderbolts of the gods are matched with thunderbolts of the galaxies. Gravity whimpers into oblivion; electricity floods the universe of explanation with the flip of a cognitive switch. Dare to flip the switch: the universe will never again look the same.

From Creation to Procreation - It's All A Simulation

May 21, 2011

Throughout history, men of money and power have cheated on their partners. In the news this week we find bigger-than-life superhero Arnold Schwarzenegger and Dominique Strauss-Kahn Managing Director of the International Monetary Fund. They'll be "Total Recall" and Disclosure for Arnold. Strauss-Kahn will stand trial for attempted rape and lose his job.

Our program, simulation, hologram, illusion, dream, etc. is in the process of shutting. A Messenger from the Future has arrived. He is not human. He has his own agenda and when it's all over, has been known to say .... "Hasta la vista baby! .... baby .... baby .... baby. It's been 20 years - July 3, 1991 - since Arnold Schwarzenegger spoke those words in Terminator 2: Judgment Day. In this time of Judgment the word 'baby' is coming home to terminate many things in his life. It's all just part of the game of checks and balances. Check mate ..... or just mate ! It's All virtual reality.

Our 'reality' program often centers around sex and the dramas it creates. It's soap opera stuff and people love it. There's love and lust and all things in between. There are endless creative works of art and music centering around love and sex - or just sex. The topic draws the attention of most humans as soon as the word Sex is displayed. Everyone has an opinion about sex as most people have had sex with one or more partners and been in one or more relationships.

Our journey is programmed to be sexually driven - for procreation, love and passion, fun, and a feeling of connection to someone or something else the heart quests for often to the point of distraction or OCD if you can't let go or put things in the right perspective.

Great sex is addictive as is linked to brain chemistry.

To be programmed to never have sex, or deny sexual identity, is very sad, but it happens. This takes one to emotional problems and should be addressed.

Monogamy refers to the more general state of having only one mate at any one time and as such may be applied to the social behavior of some animals. However, monogamy may also refer to a form of marriage in which an individual has only one spouse at any one time. In current usage monogamy often refers to having one sexual partner irrespective of marriage or reproduction.

Monogamy is generally not in our programming, especially for men.

How many people do you know who will only have sex with one partner for life?

How many people will outgrow their marriages and seek love and passion with someone they call a soulmate who makes them feel alive and brings purpose to life?

Many men I know have chosen not to marry or remarry, but to remain free.

Resistance is Futile when a soul connection is made and two people's grids align for sexual union.

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

SEX

Our 'reality' program often centers around sex and the dramas it creates. It's soap opera stuff and people love it. There's love and lust and all things in between. There are endless creative works of art and music centering around love and sex - or just sex. The topic draws the attention of most humans as soon as the word 'Sex' is displayed. Everyone has an opinion about it as most people have had sex with one or more partners and been in one or more relationships.

Our journey is programmed to be sexually driven - for procreation, love and passion, and a feeling of connection to someone or something else the heart quests for often to the point of distraction.

Monogamy refers to the more general state of having only one mate at any one time and as such may be applied to the social behavior of some animals. However, monogamy may also refer to a form of marriage in which an individual has only one spouse at any one time. In current usage, monogamy often refers to having one sexual partner irrespective of marriage or reproduction.

Sex and monogamy are generally not in our programming, especially for men.

How many people do you know who will only have sex with one partner for life?

Resistance is Futile when a soul connection is made and two people's grids align for sexual union.

Many men I know have chosen not to marry or remarry, but to remain free.

To be programmed to never have sex, or deny sexual identity, is very sad, but it happens. This takes one to emotional problems and should be addressed.

How many people will outgrow their marriages and seek love and passion with someone they call a soulmate who makes them feel alive and brings purpose to life?

Now let's kick this up a notch and get to men of power and influence in any field - entertainment, politics, sports, business - and even metaphysics where one seeks a soulmate to act as a catalyst to move body, mind, and soul to higher frequency.

Present Day - When Sex Gets Sleezy

Back in the news is the sordid sex lives of two wealthy and powerful men. The world will not condone their ongoing behavior and lack of respect for women. Investigations abound.

Remember that as the program restores balance, the heavy hitters and abusers in any field are going down big time and the world will feel the shift. It is not unlike the Hedge Fund and other corporate types who are falling one by one - guilty or innocent.

Total Recall is next.

California

The facts begin to unravel about bigger-than-life superhero Arnold Schwarzenegger who really put Maria through a nightmare, not only by having affairs, but by having a child with an employee in their household named Mildred Baena who remained in their home for 20 years. This soap opera continues to unfold as the world watches.

New York and French Connections

The buzz is about Dominique Strauss-Kahn a French economist, lawyer, and politician who is Managing Director of the International Monetary Fund (IMF). This is the story of a man in power raping a woman and thinking he could get away with it. He is not a victim. IMF chief faces pressure to resign while others view him as victim CNN - May 18, 2011

May 19, 1780

Darkness at Noon Enshrouds New England Wired

New England's Dark Day Wikipedia

In the midst of the American Revolutionary War, darkness descends on New England at midday. Many people think Judgment Day is at hand. It will be remembered as New England¹s Dark Day. Diaries of the preceding days mention smoky air and a red sun at morning and evening. Around noon this day, an early darkness fell: Birds sang their evening songs, farm animals returned to their roosts and barns, and humans were bewildered. Some went to church, many sought the solace of the tavern, and more than a few nearer the edges of the darkened area commented on the strange beauty of the preternatural half-light. One person noted that clean silver had the color of brass.

Apocalyptic World Views and Other Crazy Stuff

Is May 21, 2011 a Judgment Day? No way! There is no Judgment Day, though the program is seeking to restore order and balance in everything before closure (be foreclosure) -- political, economic, religious (wait and see on this one), geophysical (earthquakes, weather, etc.), social (relationships), and health (emotional, physical, and learning challenges). People are really working hard to that end.

Prophecy, in a strange way, is coming to pass as all prophecies converge in this timeline (cool). What's driving May 21, 2011 and other end time theories? The answer is an intuitive knowing that our reality simulation - (you don't think this is real?) - is about to end, a need to put a date to it, but not understanding that time is an illusion and lucid like a dream. December 21, 2012 is a metaphor, numeric code, designation, or destination (reverse Fibonacci numbers to 0 or Zero Point) ... lots of 2's and 1's and 0's and things happening on the 21st of various months. (21=3=3D=physical reality for new readers who don't know the metaphors.)

Synchronicity? When Science Meets Pseudoscience (Prophecy)

Riddle of 'God particle' could be solved by 2012: CERN

Higgs boson

Large Hadron Collider

These doomsday theorists are doing what they are programmed to do. Most seem mentally ill or spent years as substance abusers. They need meaning in their lives and along with the Internet can easily find those of like-mind. I have met some of them and they can be pretty scary and totally compulsive. It's all in their eyes. Many have RV's and go out to live in the desert areas of the south west to wait for UFOs to come back for them. When their date for end times doesn't pan out - and we saw this at the turn of the century - they will find another date.

Don't Save the Date. Don't Wait For It.

This Saturday should be pretty interesting, but Jesus will not return - he's not even in our grid. If he came back - he would need to get online immediately and start Tweeting his messages. (Fun stuff)

In the News ...

The Draw of Doomsday: Why People Look Forward to the End Live Science - May 17, 2011

Most people go through their daily lives assuming that tomorrow will be a lot like today. No pits of fire will open up, society won't collapse, and the world, most likely, won't end. But for others, doom has a certain appeal. The most famous example these days is Harold Camping, a California-based Christian radio broadcaster who believes that May 21, 2011, will mark Judgment Day, ushering in five months of torment for the unsaved until the universe finally ends on Oct. 21. Camping has bought billboards and dispatched caravans of believers around the country, warning the world of its fate.

Infographic: Doomsdays Past & Present Live Science - May 17, 2011

Interesting Reading which goes to Crystalinks Prophecy Files

World will end on May 21, 2011 says ex-MTA worker Robert Fitzpatrick, who's putting money where mouth is NY Daily News - May 12, 2011

Religious belief is human nature, huge new study claims CNN - May 12, 2011

Religion comes naturally, even instinctively, to human beings, a massive new study of cultures all around the world suggests. Studies around the world came up with similar findings, including widespread belief in some kind of afterlife and an instinctive tendency to suggest that natural phenomena happen for a purpose.

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

May 17, 1792

The New York Stock Exchange was created.

On this day in 1792, twenty-four brokers sat down to fix rates for commissions on stocks and bonds. From that agreement came what has been known since as the New York Stock Exchange or Wall Street.

And the beat goes on ... with inside traders now paying their dues and the bubble bursting for many.

The Stock Market Bubble 2011 YouTube

Stock market bubbles don't grow out of thin air.

They have a solid basis in reality,

but reality as distorted by a misconception

leaving you depressed to start anew.

George Soros

May 17, 2011

Icy Halo Full Moon

Wesak Wikipedia

This Full Moon takes us to Wesak sometimes informally called "Buddha's birthday."

It encompasses the birth, enlightenment (Nirvana), and passing of Gautama Buddha.

People gather in different areas around the world to pray, heal and find answers.

Flower of Life

Monday, May 16, 2011

Time Lapse Clouds and Sky Over the Canary Islands

After an earthquake in Spain last Wednesday, I posted this important blog -- Canary Islands, Atlantic Ocean Mega-tsunami Theory -- especially for readers who could be affected. I remember this event from a previous simulation and feel it will probably be part of the closing of the program. It also seems to be connected to the alleged fall of Atlantis ... once upon a time in another simulation.

Speaking of the Canary Islands, NASA posted a really cool video Monday called Time Lapse Clouds and Sky Over the Canary Islands. I loved the lenticular clouds.

El Cielo de Canarias / Canary sky - Tenerife

Explanation: If you could sit back and watch clouds and the sky move all night and day, what might you see? One answer from the island of Tenerife, captured over the course of the year, includes sequences that are not only breathtaking but instructive. Visible in the above time-lapse movie include clouds that seem to flow like water, a setting sun that shows numerous green flashes, the Milky Way Galaxy rising behind towering plants, a colorful double fogbow, lenticular clouds that appear stationary near their mountain peaks, and colorful moon coronas. The above video was shot solely from the Teide National Park on Tenerife in the Canary Islands of Spain, off the north west coast of Africa. The video also features an unusual type of plant in several scenes -- can you identify it?

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Crazy End Time Prophecies Will Abound

World will end on May 21 says ex-MTA worker Robert Fitzpatrick, who's putting money where mouth is NY Daily News - May 12, 2011

Robert Fitzpatrick is so convinced the end is near he's betting his life savings on it. The retired MTA employee has pumped $140,000 into a NYC Transit ad campaign to warn everyone the world will end next Saturday. "Global Earthquake! The Greatest Ever - Judgment Day: May 21," the ad declares above a placid picture of night over Jerusalem with a clock that's about to strike midnight. "I'm trying to warn people about what's coming," the 60-year-old Staten Island resident said. "People who have an understanding [of end times] have an obligation to warn everyone."

What is guiding this and other theories? An intuitive knowing that our reality is about to end, a need to put a date to it, but not understanding that time is an illusion and is lucid like a dream. December 21, 2012 is a metaphor, designation, or destination. It all ends out of the blue.

The Tsunami Dream

In recent years, many people have had what I call the Tsunami Dream in which giant waves envelope them and their surroundings. This dream seems to be accelerating, often frightening people. Some people consider this a warning and have moved away from coastal areas. In one case, two women (sisters) had the Tsunami Dream on the same night, both living in Florida.

As a prophetic dream this goes with End Time visions of what is happening on the planet now ... accelerating exponentially. Metaphorically this is about the tsunami of consciousness or creation, the flow of the collective unconscious wiping out this program and bringing the souls home.

Saturday, May 14, 2011

May 14, 1984

Mark Zuckerberg

Mark Zuckerberg Google Videos

Mark Zuckerberg is an American computer scientist and software developer.

As of 2011, his personal wealth was estimated to be $13.5 billion.

Fun with Facebook Icons

There's lots of stuff on Facebook

none of us have ever seen before.

That's good in some ways, but limiting in other ways.

Mark Zuckerberg

Earth Changes 2011

Costa Rica

Strong earthquake shakes Costa Rica's capital AP - May 13, 2011

The quake was felt strongly in San Jose but there were no immediate reports of damage or injuries, said Juan de Dios Castillo, spokesman for Seismological and Volcanic Institute. He said there were reports of fallen objects but so far none of major damages to buildings.

Europe

The pattern is .. Greece ... Italy .... Spain (Canary Islands - La Palma - Mega-tsunami).

Lorca, Spain has 2 earthquakes 2 hours apart -- Earthquake Pictures National Geographic - May 12, 2011

They registered 4.5 and 5.3. Dozens were injured, historic buildings were damaged, and highways fractured. Both earthquakes originated from the same place approximately six-mile-deep (ten-kilometer-deep).

Europe's future lies under Africa, scientists suggest BBC - April 11, 2011

Europe may be starting to burrow its way under Africa, geologists suggest. The continents are converging; and for many millions of years, the northern edge of the African tectonic plate has descended under Europe. But this process has stalled; and at the European Geosciences Union (EGU) meeting last week, scientists said we may be seeing Europe taking a turn. If they are correct, this would signal the start of a new subduction zone - a rare event, scientifically fascinating. Beneath the Mediterranean Sea, the cold, dense rock at the extreme north of the African plate has virtually all sunk under the Eurasian plate on which Europe sits. But the African landmass is too light to follow suit and descend.

Mississippi River

La. spillway to be opened; 25,000 people could be in harm's way of floods MSNBC - May 14, 2011

Army engineers prepared Saturday to slowly open the gates of an emergency spillway along the rising Mississippi River, diverting floodwaters from Baton Rouge and New Orleans, yet inundating homes and farms in parts of Louisiana's populated Cajun country.

There are end time prophecies about the Mississippi River, some predicting that it will split the country.

Is this about the New Madrid Fault? Drilling to stop, or prevent flooding, is fracturing the North American Plate.

"The Great Lakes and the St. Lawrence Seaway will join and flow through

the Mississippi River to the Gulf of Mexico." - Gordon Michael Scallion (1996)

The Quickening in 2011

This video presents facts about 2011, then segues off into prophecy.

The man talking has issues but the beginning is worth listening to.

No wonder the gray alien came to see me Wednesday with an empty book (see below).

Thursday, May 12, 2011

Shades of Gray

Wednesday night, while on a conference call with Ron and my friend Dianne, I 'saw' 3 UFO's just outside. 3 gray aliens came into my living room and stood there for a moment, before one handed me an old stye loose leaf - as we called them in the day. It's funny that the only picture I could find with 3 large rings was the one below. When I opened the book, it was empty - no more pages - done. He turned and walked away returning to his ship as I watched.

The Final Stargate ... Ever

We are all asleep in our simulation chambers.

It's all a game and created with blue screen.

The final episode of the Stargate franchise, May 9, 2011, showed everyone asleep in their stasis pods on Destiny except Eli who looks out into streaming space, a smile sweeping across his face. What I see him thinking is, It's been an interesting journey. Now I control the game ... which is where he came in at the beginning. Destiny is now in his hands. CUT!

Reality is Myth, Math, and Metaphor

It all began on the Giza Plateau (1928) with the discovery of an amulet and a Stargate, in the origin film of the same name (1995) that would grow into one of the largest franchises in media history. The quest for answers - clues woven into the fabric of time and space - the epiphanies - these are what guides the journey of humanity to find out who they are and why it is here. It is "Indeed" an ET experience.

Our souls are not from here, though many have forgotten their roots on the tree of life and how the program ends. Soon we will all leave along with the departures of many shows in 2011, that have made their mark and move on. From Oprah to Mary Hart on ET, to Smallville to the final Stargate and beyond. This is indeed a year of closure. Political systems fell. Economies struggle for regulations before they fall. Monarchies are changing. The Pacific Ring of Fire is falling into the sea of the collective unconsciousness, as metaphors become reality that awaken consciousness.

I suppose I've watched every Stargate adventure since SG1 first aired in 1997, embracing the mythology as they created memories to unravel my destiny here. For many viewers Stargate SG1 was our first and most memorable. Who could be better than Richard Dean Anderson and the amazing dynamic between him and the rest of the cast. With 10 seasons and 214 episodes, Stargate SG-1 is the second longest-running North American science fiction series in television history, surpassed only by the Superman-inspired series Smallville.

It's all a simulation created by the consciousness of the man in the chair

Or in the simulation chamber

There have been many sci-fi films and series that have helped explain the nature of our reality and our time here, but none as powerful in mythological content as Stargate SG1. The very word Stargate (Star Gate, SG) was my cue to connect it with Sacred Geometry as the patterns through which consciousness experiences in physical reality.

I don't think SG1 missed any of the needed markers (reminders) for those who were ready, to get the message. There is a part of Daniel Jackson in each of - the archaeologists who went from being ridiculed to traveling through endless Stargates to reshape the destiny of humanity and our thinking.

When you come to a final understanding at a soul level, you will smile like Eli or perhaps have the last laugh at the end of Act 3. CUT!

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Balance Scales

The scales of balance are in play in end times. The program doesn't know if Raj is guilty and doesn't care. In end times the program needs to correct and balance all things out (see Anubis blog). Don't expect the economy to ever go back to the way it was. It didn't work. Human consciousness is also seeking balance so look out.

Raj Rajaratnam Guilty - Why Things Didn't Go His Way Forbes - May 11, 2011

It looked as though the trial would not go his way once his defense team lost its battle last November to suppress the taped phone calls of insider information that were the center of the government¹s case. Rajaratnam never took the stand in person during the trial but the jury heard plenty of him on those tapes. Insider trading cases can be confusing for jurors who have little knowledge of the complex dealings of Wall Street. After all, we are all still trying to figure out the causes and villains of the financial meltdown of 2008. However, the tapes provided a precise account of what constituted insider information.

Galleon's Rajaratnam Found Guilty New York Times - May 11, 2011

Raj Rajaratnam, the billionaire investor who once ran one of the world's largest hedge funds, was found guilty of fraud and conspiracy on Wednesday by a federal jury in Manhattan. He is the most prominent figure convicted in the government's crackdown on insider trading on Wall Street. Mr. Rajaratnam, who was convicted on all 14 counts, faces up to 25 years in prison when he is sentenced. Mr. Rajaratnam is expected to appeal.

Over in Vegas - the betting man's town

Hedge Fund Guys Applaud Raj Verdict, Nervously CNBC - May 11, 2011

A handful of hedge fund managers and traders were gathered around a table in Las Vegas for breakfast Wednesday morning when Raj Rajaratnam was convicted on all 14 counts in his insider trading trial. Everyone went silent as the news broke. Like many of their hedge fund colleagues, the managers are in Las Vegas this week for the Skybridge Alternative Investment conference. Finally, the youngest hedge fund guy at the table spoke up. "I never liked the guy. He was giving us a bad name," he said. By "us" he meant hedge funds. This quickly became the consensus. "It's good for honest guys when dishonest guys go away," another breakfast attendee said. So were they surprised by the verdict? "I think some of us were just hoping that the jury would somehow rebuke the government for treating insider trading like the mafia. Maybe let him off on some charges," one said. "I guess, we're all wondering what this means going forward. How many phones get tapped? What info is out of bounds?" said another trader. No one wanted to be named for this story.

Glee - Prom Queen

Did you watch Glee Tuesday night? Watch it on Hulu As you know I watch Glee for the entertainment, not for the social issues. Glee centered around Prom night - the couples, the performances, and best of all Kurt, a sensitive gay male student who surprisingly won for Prom Queen. This show is great at dealing with gay issues, especially with teenagers.

Did you go to your High School prom? I loved my prom - tiara, pink gown, former graduates who became professional entertainers returning to sing. I never realized people had such bad memories of High School until I grew up and reunions were discussed. My many girlfriends and I had a blast - and guess what? We did it all without drugs and booze. We were all high on life. I fell in love twice in High School - Carl, the captain of the football team (so hot) and Mel who went on to dance on Broadway after we graduated (also very hot and definitely not gay).

Sex ... not in High School for me ... but it took a lot of will power not to cave. I was too immature, as were my friends, and if you recall, I graduated at 16. Actually Carl and I met again by accident (laugh) in the 1980's after we both divorced (in the same year) and rekindled lost passions. He said the coolest things ... like how he looked for me after he came back from Vietnam, but I was already married, so he moved on and married someone who looked like me. I had 3 daughters and he had 3 sons, around the same ages. The second time around we laughed about not having sex at 16, but knew we weren't ready. Though the chemistry remained through the years, it was fun to have a fling and remain friends, but destiny would take us in different directions once again - he wanted to remarry and I didn't. Also connecting us was that he totally embraced my life as a psychic 30 years ago. I wonder if he reads Crystalinks.. He currently lives in southern California not far from his son Rob Weiss a television and film producer, screenwriter, actor, and director.

Times were different in the 60's. We would have embraced today's technologies - but alas they were not due to come into the program for decades. What would today's teens do without texting and tweeting all day?

Proms and Graduations abound over the next month. Enjoy! Most students look forward to getting out of school and on to the next. Teen blogs ... and their issues ... well you can find them on the Internet, but unless you're a teen I doubt that you are interested. What I love most about todays kids is how savvy they are about emotional problems and learning challenges. They are psychically in tune and don't have to wear a silly label that says "Indigo Child". I never liked labels as more often than not they offend.

As to Glee - one has to wonder what becomes of these talented students after 4 years on the air. Most of the cast is already in their twenties.

This thought may have crossed your mind as you read the last two sentences ... It doesn't matter. We won't be here. We too will have graduated and moved on to the next. If you thought something like that, you are good to graduate from our little universities/universe in the sky.

May 11, 1982

Cory Monteith

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Cory Monteith is a Canadian actor and singer, best known

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Tuesday, May 10, 2011

CONFUSION

Back in the day, when people had ADD (ADHD), or anything that made them confused and unable to focus and make a decision about their lives, they dealt with it one way or another. The inability to focus generally goes with depression and, like ADD, requires professional help and medication to balance brain chemistry.

In 2011, people are more confused than ever, especially young adults. They have the benefit of seeing what went wrong with past generations (in their family or elsewhere), and come to me crying about their inability to find a meaningful career, and find focus in general, especially when there are few jobs out there.

Jobs ... then and now ... are generally filled by personal recommendation. Some people, especially young adults, may not have the ability to find a job on their own. If it is not given to them by friends or family, they cannot, and will not, work. They simply are not programmed to seek out employment on their own.

Being taken care of ... if they are lucky, they have caretakers who allow them to stay home and financially support them - everyone feels the pressure. Trust funds, give by those who worked hard in a prior generation, create the pattern of having money to soul search, as that is all people do these days - Who am I? Why am I here? Nothing makes sense! I'm too confused to see where this is all going?

The money honey ... Did you know that battles for inheritance split families and often marriages? People want money and freedom to .... whatever. If you are burned out, you want to do nothing. The fine line between depression and burn out is closing.

Why can't I find a career? The grid pattern now is ... people of all ages do not want to work unless their job is meaningful and they feel passionate about it, usually taking them to a health or creative field. This is all linked to the closing of the program and the need to heal and help others to heal and help oneself. If you are depressed, NEVER work out your issues by working with the mentally ill. Wrong way to go.

Confused people can't take any job as it makes no sense and creates instant burnout or sabotage --> disability. Are you a disability person? What did you do get there? Wish you were programmed to be higher functioning? Clients are so savvy about disability these days they tell me ...My whole family is on disability. We label that the Disability Family and sometimes find it humorous. Whatever ... gets you to the end of the program.

Then there's this ... then and now ... not everyone is programmed to find a chosen career or business. Some people are programmed to flounder, take meaningless jobs, and never find themselves - and in 2011 they resent it.

For some, when their business or the family business fails ... look out ... now what? Few rebuild a former business and/or lifestyle. Their programming changes as does their thinking.

People are more upset about living with a confused state of mind now than ever before. There is something out there that needs to be seen .... to be understood ... and they need to find it. It is the destiny which they came here to discover. You know what it is.

I had a Dream

We are all dreaming in a simulation chamber. In my wake-dream on Tuesday ... the original Sphinx marker was a large dog (later a lion and pharaoh) with a connection to Sirius, just as the 3 major pyramids on the Giza Plateau align with the Belt Stars of Orion. I was driving towards the Sphinx dogma when somebody cut off its head and blood splattered all over my windshield. I woke up. Curious.

There's email from John in NSW in regards to the Egypt-Australia connection.

Kariong, NSW

Here is a photo of my son at the carvings. He is now 16.

There use to be a tunnel down to go under the main bolder. This is a photo of the entrance under the main bolder, too scared to go in. It has now been filled over.

Anubis

Monday, May 9, 2011

From Tut

In life, dear reader, you can only ever be scared, when you believe in limits.

You can only ever feel lonely, when you stop doing things.

You can only ever become bored, when you no longer follow your heart.

And you can only ever get overwhelmed, when you think the illusions are real.

Whew! Who knew it could be so easy to get back on track?

Persistent Genital Arousal Disorder

We arrive at a new week, a new disease, and a new client in New Jersey named Joy who seeks your help in finding a cure for Persistent Genital Arousal Disorder, a condition relating mainly to women's sexual health, in which afflicted women suffer from sudden and frequent feelings of genital arousal that are qualitatively different from the kind of sexual arousal that is associated with sexual desire or subjective arousal. Masturbation and orgasms offer little or no relief. It is a very rare condition and it is possible that sufferers don't report the condition because of the shame and embarrassment the disclosure would involve.

The Back Story

Joy, 51, Italian, happily married, ran two businesses - selling antiques and was a pet rescuer for 25 years. She was never sick nor a substance abuser. She was a smoker who had to quit in 2011. All seemed well in the world until October 2010 ... when Joy had her gall badder removed. In February 2011 she developed a cerebral hemorrhage. Fully recovered and off medication, she suddenly developed Persistent Genital Arousal Disorder. She is unable to -- work, sit for long periods of time, among other things we do daily and take for granted. She only asks that if you suffer with the same condition, or can help her in any way, as there doesn't seem to be much research or a support group for PSAS yet, to send her an email.

Destiny Change

A new chapter in Joy's life has begun - the quest for answers many people take to find out some greater truth after an accident, illness, or epiphany changes the course of their lives. For some the journey comes with few obstacles and is embraced quickly, especially in these end times, while for others it involves pain, suffering and a difficult time. We wish Joy good luck in finding her answers and a cure.

From Wikipedia

Some physicians use the term Persistent Sexual Arousal Syndrome to refer to the condition in women; others consider the syndrome of priapism in men to be the same disorder. Priapism is a recognized diagnosable medical condition by the DSM-IV, whereas PGAD is not. In particular, it is not related to hypersexuality, sometimes known as nymphomania or satyriasis. Hypersexuality, nymphomania and satyriasis are also not recognized diagnosable medical conditions by the DSM-IV. In addition to being very rare, the condition is also frequently unreported by sufferers who may consider it shameful or embarrassing.

Physical arousal caused by this syndrome can be very intense and persist for extended periods, days or weeks at a time. Orgasm can sometimes provide temporary relief, but within hours the symptoms return. The return of symptoms, with the exception of known triggers, is sudden and unpredictable. Failure or refusal to relieve the symptoms often results in waves of spontaneous orgasms in women and ejaculation in men. The symptoms can be debilitating, preventing concentration on mundane tasks. Some situations, such as riding in an automobile or train, vibrations from mobile phones, and even going to the toilet can aggravate the syndrome unbearably causing the discomfort to verge on pain. It is not uncommon for sufferers to lose some or all sense of pleasure over the course of time as release becomes associated with relief from pain rather than the experience of pleasure.

A Dutch study has connected PSAS with restless legs syndrome.

There is not enough known about persistent genital arousal disorder to definitively pinpoint a cause. Medical professionals think it is caused by an irregularity in sensory nerves, and note that the disorder has a tendency to strike post-menopausal women, or those who have undergone hormonal treatment. It can affect a person at any age.

Some drugs such as trazodone may cause priapism (which is recognized medical condition, unlike PGAD) as a side effect, in which case discontinuing the medication may give relief. Additionally, the condition can sometimes start only after the discontinuation of SSRIs. In some recorded cases, the syndrome was caused by or can cause a pelvic arterial-venous malformation with arterial branches to the penis or clitoris; surgical treatment was effective in this case.

In other situations where the cause is unknown or less easily treatable, the symptoms can sometimes be reduced by the use of antidepressants, antiandrogenic agents and anaesthetising gels. Psychotherapy with cognitive reframing of the arousal as a healthy response may also be used.

More recently, the symptoms of the condition have also been linked with pudendal nerve entrapment. Regional nerve blocks and less common surgical intervention have demonstrated varying degrees of success in most cases. There is, however, no evidence for the long-term efficacy of surgical intervention.

In one recent case, serendipitous relief of symptoms was noted from treatment with varenicline, a treatment for nicotine addiction.

Restless Genital Syndrome (ReGS) is a condition (as yet) only found in women. ReGS causes a woman to constantly feel the sensation of being on the verge of an orgasm. These sensations are located at the clitoris, vagina, labia and the region around the vagina, (such as on the pubic bone and the groin) and sometimes the anal region. Typical for these pre-orgasmic sensations is that they are not accompanied by sexual fantasies or genuine sexual desires. The symptoms therefore can better be described as arousal sensations of the genitals (genital arousal) than genuine sexual excitement.

ReGS can arise gradually or suddenly. Some women initially experience it as a pleasant sensation but soon they become desperate and depressed. The sensations of genital arousal does not recede if the woman has reached an orgasm by masturbation or sexual intercourse. To the contrary, in some women the feelings return stronger. Women suffering from this are not out to get sex, they just want to get rid of the feeling that irritates them so much. Most women, who suffer from this condition, are hesitant to discuss it with anyone out of shame. This makes them feel even more alone with their condition. Often they are not taken seriously by their doctor or specialist because most doctors have never heard of the syndrome.

Saturday, May 7, 2011

Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day

Messages From My Mom 2011

As of late, I've had some interesting adventures with my mother Florence who was psychic, an artist and a mystery. She died of cancer on March 29, 1980, at age 69, and had been living in Baltimore for decades.

Two days before she died, my High School friend Anita, formerly from Brooklyn then living in Long Island, came to visit her mother in Brighton Beach, not far from where I lived (Manhattan Beach). As Anita and her Mom walked down the streets of Brighton Beach Avenue, an old woman, Anita did not know, came up to her and asked "Do you know Elinor Crystal?" Surprised Anita said she Yes. "Give her this message," the woman said before walking away. "Tell her that her mother is dying in Coney Island Hospital and needs to see her." Puzzled, Anita called me and relayed the message though it made no sense to either of us. (We never found out who the woman was, perhaps Z).

To make a long story short ... Z confirmed ... so the next day I went to the hospital and there was Mom. She had return to Brooklyn, knowing she was dying with cancer that she had hidden from the family, that she knew would take her life quickly and it was her time to move on. The bottom line of that meeting was to confirm who I was, why I was here, why she took me to Nevada in April 1954 where I was taken on the UFO, and that the final journey here would one day come to pass. She told me she would die that evening and would return (more like manifest) at the end of my time here. She died that night just as she predicted, almost to the minute, and is buried with her family in Baltimore.

Shortly after, I filled for divorce, and events began to unfold as Mom and Z predicted. Mom never returned until ...

Friday evening April 8, 2011

As Pat and I relaxed on the sofa in my living room, we smelled the usual floral fragrance that signals Spirit. As I looked over at Pat, she morphed into my mother. Pat not only described my mother in detail, her life and more, but about the events of the UFO experience in 1954. Apparently Mom was told by Z to bring me there - she was not in a state of suspended animation when it happened - she simply waited below. I have no time reference for how long I was taken, but as we know, time is malleable, an illusion and subjective.

As Pat and I sat there, the tips of my index and middle fingers suddenly turned black, which left us puzzled. Pat was quickly shown that Mom was an artist whose favorite medium was a large white sketch pad and black charcoals (that brought back memories) and she was making a point that it was her should we doubt this experience. No way!

Mom reminded me that she guided the turning points of my journey - birth to a woman who had many miscarriages and was told she could not have a baby, the 1954 Incident, the Coney Island hospital adventure, and now the conclusion that is about to unfold out of the blue.

Mom said one really cool thing as we concluded. I asked if I would ever be taken on the ship again and she replied .... "No. You are the ship."

I know that consciousness ships have always been part of the equation as they monitor the program until the end.

The following week Pat and I had dinner at my house again, this time with George. As we shared our adventure, George saw my mother writing and writing and knew she channel Z who sent us to Nevada. Lots more was given by Mom that night, confirming who we are, why I came here now, and that little time remains.

Thanks Mom! Have a great Mother's Day! I'm off to see the kids now. Come join us.

Have a wonderful day. I'll be in Connecticut having fun with my family.

Osama Bin Laden CNN News

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Candid videos show rare view of unkempt bin Laden AP - May 7, 2011

Most of you are probably following the events surrounding Osama bin Laden as they unfold - always plotting, planning, conspiracy stuff. Do you wonder if he's talking to his co-conspirators now in their dreams? Could he be influencing the flow of destiny from beyond the grave? Whatever ... it's all part of the simulation.

Speaking of simulations ... did you see the season finale of Fringe? Watch it on HULU. It gets good at 35:50. The end is going to keep people guessing all summer about the fate of Peter who used his consciousness to time travel and change the destiny of the 2 universes so both will not be destroyed. Walter explains it all. The Observers at the end were very cool. It would seem that the doomsday machine moves from this simulation to that and can do it over and over until the machine is shut down. In some simulations we exist, but not in all.

Projected Illusion .. Film Strips

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