Tuesday, May 10, 2011


Back in the day, when people had ADD (ADHD), or anything that made them confused and unable to focus and make a decision about their lives, they dealt with it one way or another. The inability to focus generally goes with depression and, like ADD, requires professional help and medication to balance brain chemistry.

In 2011, people are more confused than ever, especially young adults. They have the benefit of seeing what went wrong with past generations (in their family or elsewhere), and come to me crying about their inability to find a meaningful career, and find focus in general, especially when there are few jobs out there.

Jobs ... then and now ... are generally filled by personal recommendation. Some people, especially young adults, may not have the ability to find a job on their own. If it is not given to them by friends or family, they cannot, and will not, work. They simply are not programmed to seek out employment on their own.

Being taken care of ... if they are lucky, they have caretakers who allow them to stay home and financially support them - everyone feels the pressure. Trust funds, give by those who worked hard in a prior generation, create the pattern of having money to soul search, as that is all people do these days - Who am I? Why am I here? Nothing makes sense! I'm too confused to see where this is all going?

The money honey ... Did you know that battles for inheritance split families and often marriages? People want money and freedom to .... whatever. If you are burned out, you want to do nothing. The fine line between depression and burn out is closing.

Why can't I find a career? The grid pattern now is ... people of all ages do not want to work unless their job is meaningful and they feel passionate about it, usually taking them to a health or creative field. This is all linked to the closing of the program and the need to heal and help others to heal and help oneself. If you are depressed, NEVER work out your issues by working with the mentally ill. Wrong way to go.

Confused people can't take any job as it makes no sense and creates instant burnout or sabotage --> disability. Are you a disability person? What did you do get there? Wish you were programmed to be higher functioning? Clients are so savvy about disability these days they tell me ...My whole family is on disability. We label that the Disability Family and sometimes find it humorous. Whatever ... gets you to the end of the program.

Then there's this ... then and now ... not everyone is programmed to find a chosen career or business. Some people are programmed to flounder, take meaningless jobs, and never find themselves - and in 2011 they resent it.

For some, when their business or the family business fails ... look out ... now what? Few rebuild a former business and/or lifestyle. Their programming changes as does their thinking.

People are more upset about living with a confused state of mind now than ever before. There is something out there that needs to be seen .... to be understood ... and they need to find it. It is the destiny which they came here to discover. You know what it is.

I had a Dream

We are all dreaming in a simulation chamber. In my wake-dream on Tuesday ... the original Sphinx marker was a large dog (later a lion and pharaoh) with a connection to Sirius, just as the 3 major pyramids on the Giza Plateau align with the Belt Stars of Orion. I was driving towards the Sphinx dogma when somebody cut off its head and blood splattered all over my windshield. I woke up. Curious.

There's email from John in NSW in regards to the Egypt-Australia connection.

    The Egyptian carvings in Australia are just down the road from us at Kariong, NSW.

    Here is a photo of my son at the carvings. He is now 16.

    There use to be a tunnel down to go under the main bolder. This is a photo of the entrance under the main bolder, too scared to go in. It has now been filled over.